I'm very hungry now, but I think I won't be a fool to eat anything at the midnight. The starving feelings make me feel awake but tired. Why do I torture myself? Just like every girl do I believe. So, I don't feel guilty while I'm losing my energy and health. There is a moment I suspect of myself that I'll get ill and die soon. Was it funny? Then, I started to feel sorry to my parents and feel sad for myself. I wonder who will remeber me. Or I'll be just like a cloud in the sky..., I come to their mind sometimes.
I saw moonlight with clouds tonight. It was an amazing view, even though the dark covered the sky. The moon still shone bright and glowing. Really beautiful...
